Good bye Dubois, I will always love you.

Good bye Dubois.
I am holding back the tears,
for I held you by my side,
for so many years.
You were my safey blanket.
Who I held so close and so dear.
Because I lived in pain,
I lived in fear.
Fear of the world.
Fear of the future.
Uncertainties, hurt and abuse was my norm.
My everyday.
That's not me anymore.
Me, Emily!
I'm not a child. I have a child. One I take care of.
All by myself. Me! Just me!
Emily.
So it's time to let go of the pain. The hurt.
The past.
Everything that kept and keeps me down.
I must move on. I am moving on.
It's me now, Emily.
Dubois, thank you for being there.
Thank you for being the strong one and held me up.
But I realized you were only in my mind.
I was talking to myself and not to anyone else.
It was me that I was talking too.
Me, that give myself strength.
Me, that give myself power and the couragement to move on.
Me, that stood against all things.
Emily!
I need Emily. Mike needs Emily. God been waiting for Emily.
And so I will delivier. Besides, who else can do it better then me?
Exactly!
RIP Emmy Dubois.
Welcome back Emily Sen'nichi-ama Richardson.
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